Shab: Saint has retired. Please read below so you know the latest news. We will miss you Saint. You have proven yourself to be an intelligent and tactical leader.
She shrieked of the thought that came to her mind. As it inched closer to her, she couldn’t stop thinking of that thing. Slowly it crawled across the empty space, she couldn’t accept it was coming. But there it was.
She yelled and kicked and fought back with all her might. But here it is. It is here. And it isn’t turning back.
It turns out she was running from nothing, that thing isn’t so bad. She knew it would end this way, she just never knew it would end so well. She embraced that thing, letting it into her soul and mind. That thing was the end, and she knew it.
She’s happy she can leave, and she feels like what’s done is done. She came, she did, she left. That’s how it was supposed to be.
Deep inside that’s not what it was.
She had grief for all those lost, for all the ideas that slipped from her mind. Maybe she could have saved them, maybe not. Pushing and pushing until the end of time. It came close, but a new thing took the final step.
That new thing stepped up to the edge, dust clouding the air, and with one small tap… She fell over the edge. Down and down she fell never coming to a complete stop… until now.
Until now.
Until now.
Her heart screaming, beating so fast it seemed it was speaking. I bid you adeu as I take my final thud. As the blood rushes through the veins one last time and I speak to you through the pain and sorrows fornever more. Good-bye.
