Hello ladies and gentlemen. How are you all doing this fine night? It is quite a fine night now isn’t it? One of the best. But sadly, I must end my beautiful night with a goodbye. I decided to end my associations with the ACP on July 2009. I came back to the chat on September 2009 and returned once more for January 2010. But now, it is my time to leave. Many of you ask me why? Well, life is like gambling…and the devil is playing with our cards. Life is always going to come to you. When I came to the ACP, I came with a sense of honor, dedication and truth. I still hold on to that torch. I believe that the ACP is one of the things I truly, honestly will never forget. I honestly do not believe anyone will ever love this army as much as I have and do to this very day. You may say that I am addicted to this army, yes I am. You may say I take it too seriously, yes i do. And I have my reasons. Anyone in this army, anyone who has ever served in this army, has a deep emotion towards it. What is it about the ACP that makes it so great? Hmm? I believe it is the people who compose it. I know that may sound corny. But coming from me, it is not. I love all of you, each and every single one of you. So much. The love that I feel for this army and it’s people is beyond compare. And I wish to thank you all for everything. You have given me so much to live for. Because of this army I have lost everything but I have also gained everything. Honor, love, peace, hope. Everything. I knew I wasn’t going to take the ACP and turning it into the greatest most infamous army ever. But I also knew that there was more to this army than joining for a rank and getting recognition. I wanted to create something. An Idea. And I have. I have created the idea that you can do anything in this army. That no matter what your place is, you are valued and you will be tomorrow’s ACP. That you will have an impact on this army no matter what. I’ve always loved the soldiers, they truly are the best. Why did I name the title of this post, Mad World? Because this truly is a mad world, and in order to achieve something, you must lose something. A wise man once told me, “Without order nothing exists, without chaos nothing evolves.” You may disagree or not. But if you take a look at history and the things that are to happen, that is exactly the perfect explanation towards nature’s system. Throughout my course here, I have made many friends. And it truly breaks my heart that I will never be able to meet you all in person. Life is so short and I have always had a great desire to meet you all. Many of my friends have come and gone.. And now I will be one of them. I can no longer be a part of this place for it holds too many painful memories. Too many wars fought together, too many laughs and good times. Too many friends. I don’t have any enemies in the CP armies. I have tried my best to repair any relationship that I may have torn apart. If you are willing to forgive me, I thank you. If you don’t I want you to know that I understand. I know this army will be a better place without me. I know the ACP will live on for time without end. Be it virtually or mentally. Some of you may have no idea what I’m talking about.. but trust me… one day.. you will. Time in the ACP.. doesn’t it go by in a blink? I have so much I wanted to say. Soo much. But no, there is not time for that. For my life needs to be used for the more important things and every second counts. So thank you for everything ACP, and I wish you all a long and happy life. May your dreams come true.
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very mad world mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very mad world … mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world
Goodnight everyone,
Stev712
