Ennbay here. I’m Breaking The Habit now, while I still can. I’m too addicted to ACP.
Now, I must show you some lines from a song that show exactly how I feel right now.
Somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that’s worse than one is none
The only thing that’s worse than one is none
–“In Between” by Linkin Park
Now, I think that explanations are in order.
Lines 1 and 2:
“Somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise”
These lines have a very important meaning. Lines 1 and 2 say that I got caught up, or lost, in between my pride and my promise. These lines explain my struggle, my choice on whether to stay or leave. I wanted to keep my pride, to stay in ACP. Yet at the same time, I remembered the promise I had made to myself when I rejoined ACP. The promise was the following:
When not fit to be a soldier in this army, I will retire, and let someone who deserves my spot to take it.
I am no longer fit to be a soldier in this army. Therefore, I must retire.
Now, the 3rd line:
“Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way”
I got lost between my lies and how the truth got in the way. This also has some importance. I got lost in my lies-the lies that I said. That I should be a Third In Command of this army. I do not deserve it. Also, the truth gets in the way. The truth would have gotten in the way of me getting to be a leader.
The rest of the lines do not pertain to my retirement.
Yes, I am retiring, maybe for good, or maybe until I am fit to come back to this amazing Club Penguin army.
I will name some people who are my friends, who are my enemies, and who have helped me since I came.
Itachi6dark: Without you, I wouldn’t be here. I wouldn’t be writing this. I wouldn’t have known anyone on xat. For this, I thank you. See ya in homeroom!
Purpur5222: A great friend. You have always been hilarious and will do well in life.
Benu2: You, too, have been a great friend, ever since we met in the Red Raiders. I wish you luck with UMA, although I know you will do fine without it.
Crazyboy86: You, just like Benu, have been a great friend ever since we met in RR. I know that you too will do great in UMA.
11Jb22: I’ve seen you on more lately, luckily! I still remember you from RR. You are and always have been a great fran. Good luck in CP Armies and life, pal!
Thebest22: You were my first BFF. I do not know what happened, all I know is that you had to leave. Good luck in life, if you are reading this.
Yanksrule14: My second BFF. Well, buddy, good luck in ACP and in life.
Yoitspablo/Tostipotatoe: Haven’t seen you on as much. Thanks for being my fran. Good luck in life.
Trevor/Toe: I know you’re probably not reading this. I thank you for you’re franship. Good luck in life.
Kevin/Kg007: A former ACP leader. Boy, do I wish I could have been you. You’re a great fran. Good luck in life and good luck with ‘Nessa!
Vanessa/Saint1119: Also a former ACP Leader. You were a great fran, too. Good luck in life and good luck with Kevin!
Fort57/Phorty: You quit xat D= Well, you were a great fran, good luck in life.
Abercrombe29: I know you hate me. I know you hate ACP. I know ACP hates you. But, you were my fran. Good luck in life.
Oagalthorp: You don’t remember me much. Thanks for creating ACP. Good luck in life. Meat probably thinks you need it.
Iceyfeet1234: A good friend on chat. You are a great leader, IW is lucky. Good luck in the rest of ur army career (h/e long that may last O_O) and in life.
Josh/Person1233: A great friend on chat. You were a good leader. The Nachos were lucky to have you. I’m joining you in retirement. Good luck in life!
Eric/Boomer20: You too are a great friend, and were a great leader. Joining you in retirement too. Good luck in life.
Batista1822: We have our ups and downs, but I still call you a friend. You were a great UMA Leader. Good luck in life.
TomYellow: You were a great legend of ACP. Good luck in life.
Dr. Nono Jr: You’ve been here a while. Good luck trying to get up to leader in ACP a SECOND time! Good luck in life, too.
Rapidy: We have had our ups and downs too. I still call you a friend. Good luck in Nachos and life.
Shaboomboom: We’re kind of friends. Good luck in life.
Ankita/Jedimaster17: We’ve been great friends, and always will be. You were a good co-leader of ACP. Good luck in life!
Dryvit: You had a short term as leader. You were a great soldier of ACP. We’re friends, and I wish you the best in life.
Seanehawk/Meat: Well, what can I say? Congrats on being leader. I know you’ll do great. Good luck in ACP and in life. Oh, and LISTEN TO MUSIC!
Ktman: We have been friends for so long. I know that one day you will be ACP Leader. Good luck in ACP and in life!
Matthewmsh1: We aren’t exactly “Bff’s.” I know that if you work hard, you will achieve your goals. Good luck.
Dragon720: The new 3ic of ACP! Imagine that. We’ve been BFF’s forever. Good luck in ACP, life, and with larry. Larry’s lucky. Ily!!!
Adav: One of my besties! I’ll never forget you. Good luck in ACP, life, and with ur bf. He’s very lucky. Ily.
Foxtails: We’ve had ups and downs. Although, we’re still frans. Good luck in life. And remember… luv sucks!
Jojofishy: Haven’t seen you in so long. You were a great soldier of ACP, and a great friend. Good luck in life.
Kid Robot: You come on from time to time. You were one of the best. Good luck in life, man.
Mitch/Bluespeed7: You have been a great friend. Good luck in life.
Solraida: One of my old friends, kinda. Good luck.
Sheila: One of the best ever. You have been a great friend. Cya around. Good luck in life, although I know that you don’t need it.
Stev712: You were one of my best pals. And I hope you’re reading this, even though you are “dead.”
Thomas0270: Still one of my frans, although we have had ups and downs lately. Good luck in ACP and life, even though you don’t need it.
Tomtwelve: Kinda a friend. Seen you on chat lately. Good luck in life.
Shad: One of mah besties. Good luck with everything. I know that if you set your mind to it, you will accomplish all of your goals.
Peguin21795: I didn’t forget you this time! 
Good luck in life, pal.
Nate950000: Good luck in life. Haven’t seen you lately.
Nodear: An old ACP great. Good luck with everything you do.
Mazachester: Another old ACP great. Good luck with everything you do, too.
Nakib: OMG, ANOTHER OLD ACP GREAT!!! Good luck with anything and everything you will do, friend.
Mr Random1: Yea, you retired. Good luck in life.
Meggis: Seen you a bit lately. Good luck in anything you ever do.
Motor20: We aren’t the best of friends. Good luck in ACP and in life.
Divotoo: Good luck in ACP and life, funny friend! (hehe, two F’s! And I didn’t even say firetruck! )
Uno148: Great friend. Good luck in everything.
Bluey92123: Got the name right! Good luck in life.
Klug: Idk your numbers. Good luck in ACP and life.
Clintos007: Well bud, time sure has flied. Good luck with everything you do, and remember, you can accomplish anything you set your mind to!
Jediseth: Bye pal. WORK ON XAT ANIMATORS! And remember, life sucks!
Noka: Cya pal. Good luck in ACP and everything else you ever do.
Bfan212: Same with you. Good luck with everything you do, ACP related or not.
Ganondorf: Known you for a while nao. Good luck in ACP and everything. I know you’ll be fine.
Amitc87: Same with yuu. Known you for a while, pal. Good luck in UMA or anything else.
Bp98: Idc what people say, YOU AREN’T A NOOB! Good luck with everything!
Capncook: Cya. Good luck in life.
Chris (The Member): Ur kinda mah pal. Good luck in life.
Matre10: Good luck in ACP.
Rock71: Good luck in ACP.
Kenneth1000: Good luck in ACP.
Zzztops: Good luck in Nachos. Good luck in life.
Commando: Almost forgot about ya. Good luck in life, pal, even though you were against ACP.
Pinki: A good friend. Good luck in ACP.
Pinky: Another good pink friend. Good luck in ACP.
Oberst: You’ve been a good friend overall. Good luck with anything you decide to do.
Akabob: You’re a nice guy, and many people don’t realize that. You’ve done so much for the Nachos, and I think some people should appreciate that like I do.
Flapjack: A funny guy! Good luck with whatever! 
Tuxy: You’re a great friend, a great soldier, and a funny person. Good luck in ACP and anything else, pal!
Meadow Sue: Don’t really know ya, but you’re cool.
Videogamer7: Good luck in Nachos. You’re a great guy and a great leader.
Gwami: Good luck in Nachos. You’re great with graphics and all that stuff, so I know you’ll be fine in life.
Wurbur: You’re good with that stuff too, and you’re a great friend. Good luck in whatever you do!
Fallingtail: You’ve always been a great and funny friend! Good luck with anything you decide to do, taoh!
Fiasco: A funny and nice guy. Good luck in life!
Houndy: You’re a funny friend. Good luck in ACP.
Sky Warrior: You’re a nice and funny friend, too. Good luck in ACP.
DJ Layzie: You’re really funny. Good luck in whatever you decide to do in life.
Dj(then a lot of other letters): Can’t remember your full name. You’re nice, and I hope you have a nice life.
Sonic: I hope you really are the chosen one, pal. Good luck in ACP and life.
I KNOW I FORGOT A LOT OF PEOPLE, AND I’M SORRY. I JUST KNOW TOO MANY PPL! TALK TO ME ON CHAT AND I’LL ADD YOU. ALTHOUGH, THAT DOESN’T MEAN PC ME SAYING “I WANT BE ON POST!11!11!!!SHIFT_ONE!!!11!”
I am making my own army. If anyone has a nice name, I might use it. Although, I am retiring from ACP.
I’m gonna post my 2 year anniversary in late October.
~Ennbay~
Leader of some army that has no name yet, Army of Club Penguin Chat Moderator, Former Army of Club Penguin Alpha Division First Division General, Former Democratic Republic of the Army of Club Penguin Vice President, Red Raiders of Club Penguin Legend, Army of Club Penguin Legend, Former Army Of Club Penguin n00b rank, Two Time Army Of Club Penguin Senator, Former Red Raiders of Club Penguin Leader, Creator of The American Yankees Army (changed name to The Armed Fighters Army), Former General of the Purple Army of Club Penguin, Former Head Commander of the Dark Troopers of Club Penguin, Former Gwami ACP Reporter, Commander of Oagalthorp ( 
), and Club Penguin Armies Veteran Soldier from Late October of 2007
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First, BYE ENN. I’ll miss you, dude. NOOOOOO!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IM NOT IN THE POST! jk……i will miss u enn, u were my my fellow soldier, unbanner and friend….
SECOND
bye enn, i remember u back in rr
Good Bye Enn. We had our differences, but that’s whats special about being friends
bye bye enny good luck (:D)
WOO, I’m in a retirement post, and at the same time, BOO! ENN’S GOING. D: Enn, you were truly ENN-spiring. It sukz to see yew go. Baii, good luck in life.
the immortals, and ill join!!
How about the name chocolate warriors! or something. Or maybe you can do the Egyptains of CP(this would be a good idea cuz there is a egypitian costume, also, plz tell meh how to spell egyptain! :D)
bye bye enn ill miss you
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ENN DONT DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY R PPL RETIRING FROM NOW ON NO MORE PPL ARE RETIRING AND DONT LEAVE ENNNNN
Awwwwwwwww Enn! I hope you decide to come back! A great Vice President has been lost. 🙁 . Good Luck with your army
Matre10
Stinking with that commander of Oagalthorp arn’t ya? I’ll miss you 🙁
bai enn D:
bye ennbay again(XD) will this be forever?
Wow – wasnt expecting you to thank me.
Good look Enn!
Bye Enn I Dont Know You! But I Wish I Did!
Byez! 🙁
http://clubpenguinaquaarmy.wordpress.com
Ennython, you brat. If I was still leader I would so order you not to retire. You better not be a stranger on chat. We still have some laughs left in us. And I would miss you.
20th comment. I will miss you very much. I think I wanna join your army ! And thanks for putting me on the post !!!!! CAP LOCKS 11111 SHIFT ONE (xd)
NOOOOOOO ENN ILL MISS U 😥
NOOOOOO!! MAH GREAT FRIEND! Enn, please stay on chat! 🙁
I saw this post and the first thing that came into my mind was…
I got lost, so Im breaking the hobbit. 😀 xD
Hey guys, you know how the nachos turned into an evil empire by akabob and all the other leaders are gone and the nachos are much weaker? Well, if you want to defeat the evil nacho empire and akabob then join the Nacho Rebellion!(NR for short) http://nachorebellion.wordpress.com THX! pLz JoIn!
bye! im going to miss u!
-Screams- Enny NOOO! Omg, You were so awesumzzz 🙁 We r gonna miss u sooo much. You were the Best VP i’ve ever seen 😥
~Pinki
dude u were so awesome we are all going to miss u a lot… if u make an army make sure to tell us the site and name of it! i will join for sure! peace and good luck in the real world!TTYS
Enn, why’d u do this??? You were so much fun to talk to on chat, and even though you are a year older than me, you act like my best friend. no, seriously, if i didn’t know you better than i would think you seriously were my best friend in disguise. Oh, and are you going to mention me? we did have some pretty good conversations. And you could make the best posts ever, and i was actually crying when i read your post about 9/11. like, real tears crying, not just sniffling and tears in eyes, actual running-down-cheeks-crying. thats how touching your story was. I will miss you, and I want to be the first to join your army! Let me know what it is. Oh, and a suggestion for the name: the Travelers Army of CP. Like, you know? Good name or not so much? And if you want to, you could take over my army, the Club Penguin Patriot Army. I plan to quit it, but not retire totally, at the end of October. Possibly sooner though. Email me if you want to, and i will give you all the stuff you need to become the leader. I realize that you probably won’t take up my offer, but I thought “oh well, might as well offer.” so yeah, we will miss you, and i hope you see a time in the nearby future that you believe is the right time to come back to ACP.
LittleGuy04
ACP Lt. Colonel
CPPA Leader
skatergirl7@gmail.com
Noooooooooooooooo! Not Benny!!!!!!!!!!!!! =[
-lt. Tobymac96
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First time I met ya you invited me and some Nachos to a party and acted like a total jerk. LOL But then I saw you as a part of the leadership team of ACP and you were very fair to everyone. So I respect that. Take some time off and clear your head. Come back sometime in the future and remember to have fun. Peace Out!
30th !!!!!!!!
You were a nice guy Enn.