One final ridiculously long post from me. ACP, I cannot believe that this day has finally arrived. I thought it would be another year before I came to this decision, but it’s here. I have decided to sadly retire from ACP as I am no longer effective in trying to improve this army. Mchappy asked me about 2 months ago when I was going to retire and I told him I’d retire once I felt I had nothing left to offer ACP and estimated it would probably be a year as I had still great vision for ACP and contributions to make aside of the ones I’ve already made. I’ve put my heart and soul into making ACP a better army, but I am just one person and one person cannot make an army. It takes everyone working together and wanting the same thing for the goal. There are people who are trying to distract me from my goal of making ACP great again by framing me and back stabbing me and spreading horrific lies about me that are not true, like they are Rasputin or something and everyone just blindly believes them. I have proven myself through words and action honorable, respectable, loyal, generous, giving, motivated, caring, etc. time and time again, yet many people choose to believe lies.
I care about ACP so much, you have no idea. I could have joined any army, but I chose ACP. I’ve had so many offers from other armies over the past year to join them, but I chose to remain 100% focused and loyal to ACP, to give all of my time and effort into ACP only. I didn’t want to share my time and effort with other armies, I wanted to devote myself to ACP and defend it as much as possible because I believed in the values and people of ACP. Yea, call me a nerd with no life, so be it, I totally admit I have no life and I use ACP as a form of personal enjoyment in my pathetic, horrible real life. Yea, Miss Positive has a horrible real life but you’d never know it really. I never wanted people to know and I wanted to focus on making ACP the best ever. Anyhow, nobody can say that I never gave less than 100% of myself to this army, nobody can take that away from me because I know what it true in my heart.
So what’s my ACP story? Well, since we have no life here, I decided to find an online virtual world for my brother and sister and googled it. I found Club Penguin and made the Yoangelyo penguin to check it out for my siblings, since I’m the older, ring leader. We tested it out and loved it. Then Waffle made his penguin. About a couple months later, I had major surgery and was pretty depressed, so to cheer me up while I recovered, my sister Yoangelyo made me the Snaily5 penguin. After a few months, my sister walked in on a yellow army and was in awe. We googled it and found CP armies. My sister chose Nachos and Mr Waffle wanted Green Team since his favorite color was green, but that army was dead and he found ACP. He joined ACP doing events and participating in chat and we both officially joined on the join page in November 2011, becoming more and more active. I joined to have some fun and watch over my brother but when I saw that ACP could improve in many areas and I had lots to contribute to it, I jumped in 100% to make it better. Kenneth1000 was the leader at the time and I began giving him suggestions of my observations and solutions, and he listened. I began writing posts about these improvements and giving them to Kenneth1000 to post on ACP site. Well, I had so many that he could not keep up and they were piling up on my computer. I asked Icey Cold to post them and he laughed when I said I didn’t have a link or blog. Therefore, the PositivelyACP blog was created in late May 2012, my forum for posting my observations and solutions for the good of ACP. Since early June 2012 I have posted over 153 posts for the good of ACP and trying to make ACP a better army, as my original vow to ACP when I joined.
I owe so much to Kenneth1000 and Keith09. Keith09 was and always will be my guardian angel, my mentor. They jump started, motivated, supported, and guided me on my path in ACP. Kenneth1000 apparently saw greatness in me and admired my vision for making ACP better, and began giving me important responsibilities in ACP. In January 2012 Kenneth approached me and asked me to be the elite of the elite of spies. Not even Jcapp knew my position until he, Jcapp, approached me months later asking me to join the elite of the elite as well. XD. I honorably became the personal spy to ACP leaders thanks to Kenneth1000 believing in me. I have been personal spy to Kenneth1000, Flipper7706, Icey Cold27, Kingfunks4, Capncook, Ekpenguin9, Antant98, and Boomer20, as well as another guardian aside of Boomer20 to our ACP chat, a job which I take seriously with great pride. Yes, Obama81000, I am NOT Waterkid100, that wasn’t my big classified secret, LOL, I am personal spy, somewhat of an adviser, and guardian of great ACP leaders. That was my big secret and classified position. I have many more too.
As another guardian of our chat, I vowed to watch over and protect the younger ones in ACP and those who visit our chat, especially the girls, since I’m like their big sister. I’m very protective of Purpleslime4 because she is the youngest and have warded Jcapp off her and others too. When Tori has stalkers, which is often, I get them off of her too. When the younger ones are picked on, I defend them. Picking on people and rude people infuriates me, there’s no reason to act this way, so I protect the people I can and let them know they matter and accepted in ACP. I also tried so hard to protect the new recruits of ACP. Some owners don’t believe this, but I whole heartedly believe that noobs are the foundation of a great army and need to be treated with respect and groomed for greatness. This is another reason I am retiring. I have spent so much of my time recruiting and for what? For other owners to tell all of ACP in our chat that recruiting is pointless and unnecessary? To have people like Noka chase them away by being mean and disrespectful to them, even banning them for no reason other than they said something he didn’t agree with? Yet he unbans people who I ban for saying f-word? This makes no sense. ACP makes no sense to me anymore, it’s all upside down and backwards. Recruits ARE ACP‘s future and we have to have them, value them, groom them for the future of ACP. They are great people too! I’ve mentored many new recruits into great ACP soldiers and made wonderful friends along the way. I’ve devoted myself to recruiting for ACP for a long time and was so passionate about it that in February 2012, I deemed myself, with approval of Kenneth1000, the ACP Director of Marketing and Recruiting. ACP, as long as we don’t devote ourselves to recruiting and chase our new recruits away, ACP will only decline and die.
I have stuck with ACP through thick and thin and devoted myself to being loyal and active to the end, should that ever come. I remember in August when ACP fell flat on it’s face there were about only 8 active ACP, Antant, my brother, and I were 3 of them. All anybody wanted to do was sit in chat and whine and moan about how ACP fell and how we suck and all they were doing was waiting for someone else to bring it back up. I posted many posts on my PositivelyACP blog about how “We Are the Solution” stating we are the solution to our own problems, how we ALL need to get up and get active and rebuild it ourselves and not sit around waiting for it magically to happen. I recruited so heavily and worked hard on improving troop morale and tried to inspire people to get up and fight for what they believe in. I remember one day after we had 4 troops at a US event, it was like rock bottom. Antant was so upset and so was I. He’d given up. I’ve always been close to Antant and watched over him, helping him move up the ranks behind the scenes, etc, kinda grooming him for upcoming greatness because I saw strength in him. I talked to Antant in PC about this event. I told Antant how we were going to do it together, just us 2, one recruit at a time. If we had to recruit one person at a time we’d do it and we’d do it together and rebuild ACP. I picked him up off the ground and dusted him off and we went for it, motivated to rebuild ACP, and ACP did get bigger.
Yeah, that’s certainly another role I had in my 16 months here in ACP, as inspirational adviser to the leaders, since I was also their personal spy, and to the troops as well. So many people I have talked to and given advice to, supported them, helped them with issues in ACP as well as in real life. So many have wanted to leave ACP and I motivated them to stay and supported them in their efforts to be loyal and active to ACP. I wanted to be the person anybody could go to for anything and know they had someone who would truly listen and try to help, all in private. My motto, what happens in PC, stays in PC…what is said in PC, stays in PC, and I’ve tried my hardest to live up to that belief. I wanted people to be able to come to me, trust me, be open, so that I could help them and keep them moving forward in life and in ACP and luckily I had strengths in that area to be that person with privacy, open-mindedness, caring, advice, etc. I thank those of you who had the courage to come to me and believe in my willingness to help you or just be a good friend. As long as I am in xat, know you can always come to me about anything.
Anyhow, back to when ACP fell flat in August. Like I said there were only about 8 active ACP. Nobody was doing anything sadly. I took it upon myself to do as much as possible to make things better. I began recruiting more than ever, intensely. I began raising the morale of the troops and motivating them to get up and be active and make ACP what we want it to be. I then began my career in spying too since as far as I knew, nobody was doing it and ACPSIS was dead after Kenneth1000 stepped down—or so I thought. I took the initiative to spy like crazy and infiltrate as much as possible to get information to help ACP. Nobody assigned me, I just did it because we needed people doing stuff to get us back on our feet. I made many great friends while spying and presented so much information, the leaders and 2ICs could hardly keep up with it all. So many contacts were established that I was almost an ambassador for ACP between other armies. In my spying quest, for some reason I also was like a magnet for people giving me secret information on other armies too. Why they came to me in PC, I don’t know, but thank you all for believing in me and giving ACP information. I’m honored you came to me, knowing it would get to the right people and thinking me responsible and trustworthy enough. I remember when Antant came to me asking me to spy on Pirates. I laughed and said I’d been doing it for weeks. Yeah, Waterkid100, I got ya good and you never even knew! LMAO. Then I had the honor of being assigned the Head of our ACPSIS program. Yes, Max43810, I did not lie to you, I really did think it was dead after Kenneth1000 left in July and after you asked me repeatedly about ACPSIS, I became Head of it. No Max43810, I never used you, you are wrong about that, but I’m so thankful we are such close friends. Anyhow, ACP, I know Antant rage quit,, etc, but I’ll tell you, he has greatness in him. He’s like me I think in his loyalty and passion for making ACP better. Such drive and motivation. We lost big when we lost Antant. I know he did some things people didn’t approve of, and I didn’t either Antant, but I’ll tell you one thing I’ve realized based on conversations with him, observations of him, etc….everything he did, right or wrong was for the good of ACP. He never did anything to further himself. He truly wanted to rebuild and save this army, just as I do. I can’t disclose these private conversations I have with him, but trust me, he only had good intentions in mind and was willing to sacrifice, like me, himself for ACP. Capncook was another. I 100% believed in Capncook and his vision for ACP when he was temporary leader and 2IC. I’ve posted about this on my blog because I, being personal spy and true friend, knew his intentions were only to make ACP better and not for power hunger. He had such amazing vision and drive for ACP and I was willing to support his efforts 100% to make things better. Many didn’t see it that way though, but they didn’t know Capncook like I did. We lost big when we lost Capncook and Antant. I know people will not agree with me, but you don’t know them like I know them and all the private talks we had. They are amazing people who care and share my vision for ACP. I know I tangent, but this is all mentioned as issues in ACP that have led to my retirement and the decline of this great army.
So, I worked very hard during ACP‘s darkest hours on my own to get us back on our feet, doing all sorts of duties that were never assigned nor asked of me. Then in December, I became 3IC, Commander General, a position I love and cherish because not only can I do the numerous important jobs I was doing before, but now I can post on the ACP site which I’ve dreamed of and worked hard for since January 2012. Between my blog (153 posts plus 17 Songbook) and the ACP site (51? posts) I’ve made 221 dedicated to ACP. Also, as 3IC I also got to be owner of the chat, which aided me in guarding our chat against bad things that don’t hold up to ACP‘s standards of excellence. However, as I took my place as 3IC, things bad begin happening to me. Almost immediately I was accused of horrific things that I never did by another owner. Many I can prove and others I can prove based on my personality, character, behavior, and some screen shots I began accumulating since the problems began when I realized something weird was up. The owners must work together as a team and not undermine each other for the sake of ACP. I’ve had very little to no support on this, but have yet continued on trying to be the best I can for ACP. I have had little support from Funks unfortunately, and this is sad because I really like, respect, and support him.
I know I’ve made mistakes along the way, we all do, but I promise you that I never did anything intentionally. Every mistake I made, I admitted to it, addressed it, and publicly apologized for it. It was the right thing to do and the honorable thing to do, and I did it.
Truthfully, I don’t want to leave ACP. I dearly love ACP and believe in it and I always will. But once again, I cannot do what I set out to do for this fine army with the lack of support from our leadership, owners, and troops who believe in lies and act upon them. Without this support, I am no longer effective and I’m being stopped, railroaded, from making incredible contributions to ACP. I will always cherish my Bronze Medal Award because I worked hard for it when practically everyone else abandoned ACP. Thank you ACP for recognizing my efforts. I always dreamed of leading this army, but I knew it would never happen because of computer sharing, lag, connection issues, and the hiding, so I just wanted to be the best 3IC and friend ever. As far as rank goes, my goal was Master General, so becoming 3IC was very cherished and rewarding. Rank is important, but it never really mattered to me because I vowed to give 100% of myself no matter what rank I was. I even volunteered TWICE to be demoted to bring people up into 3IC that I felt could make outstanding contributions to ACP to bring us back on our feet. I’d gladly sacrifice myself for the good of ACP.
So, yes this retirement post is long as most my posts are, there is just so much to say that is important to me that others should know. We need to do what is right for this army, with or without me. I need everyone to become active and be loyal to ACP and recruit as much as possible or sadly, we die.
As for the PositivelyACP blog that I passionately created and maintained, I don’t know the future of the blog yet. Do I hand it over to someone else, do I close it down, or do I continue as a retired ACP trying to address improvements and boost morale for ACP? I don’t know yet.
I am recommending Djgtvgyhxgy to replace me as 3IC. He has the drive, motivation, intelligence, and determination to make ACP the best army in CP again and I have confidence and faith he’ll do it.
Will I ever come back to ACP? I don’t know. As long as I’m being framed, railroaded, unsupported, and not listened to, I have nothing to contribute for the good of ACP. All I know is that I will always care and love this great army and what it stands for and it’s amazing legends that I honored in my name, “Legendy Fajnośći” (Legends of Awesomeness in Polish) and by my actions, always. These are the people who have paved our path and should be honored and respected, although another owner has stated it’s all bull and anyone can just add their name on there. I don’t believe that and never will. Legends are just that, amazing people who gave of themselves for the good of ACP and they deserve recognition and respect. I thank those Legends of Awesomeness that came before me because I let their accomplishments and loyalty and service motivate me to carry and make ACP what they dreamed of. ACP FOREVER.
“In the End” by Linkin Park
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVTXPUF4Oz4
Now For Thank You’s:
Mr Waffle 45: Thanks brother for introducing me to ACP and Pete Vance. I don’t care what anyone says, I know you better than anybody else and you are best of the best of the best and the most loyal ACP soldier ever. In real life, you are such an awesome person with great character and personality and so creative, innovative, and funny. You’re so much stronger than I am mentally and such a great supporter and motivator to me. Nobody appreciates what you do, but I always have and I believed in you. This I dedicate to you, “Wind Beneath My Wings” by Better Midler. Also, Linkin Park “Iridescent” www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLYiIBCN9ec
Pete Vance/Vince: omg my whole inspiration for trying my best in ACP, it was all in your honor. From the day I met you, you were my everything. I did it all for you Vince and I can’t thank you enough for everything we’ve been through. I dedicate to you “(Everything I do) I Do It For You” by Bryan Adams. www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFD2gu007dc <333
Keith09: My guardian angel, my mentor. You are an amazing person and friend. You gave me friendship, direction, guidance, support, and laughter. Every time I needed true friendship, you were there with such great advice, well beyond your years. You are a talented person who is self-motivated and determined and you will go far in life. I can totally see why everyone loves you. <3
Andy/Peguin21795: I know you said not to mention you because you’re such a humble guy, but I have to because you are so important to me. Never have I seen someone so caring, understanding, patient, supportive, creative, intelligent (yea you ARE a genius!), loving, and talented as you are. You have a way with words like I’ve never seen nor heard before. You have changed my life for the better. I’m so happy we are married in xat, it’s such an honor to be at your side. <33333
Boomer20: omg Boomer what do I say? You are undoubtedly one of my greatest inspirations. I love our conversations and admire your intelligence and perspective and humor. It’s so freakish how our ACP experiences were parallel at many points in time. Some people have said I am the female Boomer….LOL oh yea right. LMAO. We all know the BIG difference. (wink) Thanks for encouraging me to reach high and being there when I fell. Thanks for training me as a mod and answering my hundreds of questions and supporting me when needed and trusting in me. You are truly an amazing, unforgettable person.
Levandoski: My BFF in xat. We had such great times on your blog and my blog and in PC, in CP, etc. You’re an amazing friend and person who I can always trust and you’re so talented too! I always had a dream that we would both be the same rank someday in ACP, like 3IC, but I guess we won’t achieve that goal. However, I hope we can always be friends and partners in CP armies. I so respect and adore you. <3
Kg: I cherish our friendship so much. You’re such a great person and I hope we are friends for a long time and that we both get what we dream of. I’m always here for you Kg.
Funks: Thanks for making me your personal spy and all the other things you gave to me and trusted me with. I’m sorry I overloaded you with info and intelligence all the time, it was my job to do so, but you got sick of it. Good luck and best wishes.
Kenneth1000: One’s first leader is always special and unforgettable. You helped make me who I am in ACP. You read my posts and published them, inspired me to work hard for mod, gave me my elite of the elite personal spy to the ACP leader position, and about a million other things. I’m honored to have presented a case for your Medal of Honor and I’m so glad you got it. In return you offered me anything for thanks. I said all I wanted in return was friendship and for you to believe in me always. Sigh. You lost faith in me. I wish I didn’t leave you on this note…so sad. I’ll always admire you though and respect you even though you turned your back on me like you said you would not do.
Obama81000: One of my best friends. Man, we’ve had out ups and downs, but I’m glad we made it through and in the end you believe in me. It means a lot. I believe in you too. I liked our dream of one day leading together because you are a kick butt leader and it would have been fun. Good luck on your CP cheats blog and express your amazing graphics talent always.
EK: Thanks for having me as your personal spy while you were ACP 2IC and Supreme Commander and for listening to my advice with an open mind. I’m glad you were OK with me overloading you constantly with intelligence on other armies while I spied. One last time, “[salutes] the Almighty Highlander.”
Purpleslime4: You’re the best, most-rounded owner and amazing person. I’m so glad to have you as my friend and partner so many times in leading events. Thanks for helping me with the lag issues and being so understanding. Fizzy Cheese forever! Long live the PurpleSnail!
Tori: Cat sister! <3 You are such a fantastic person, caring for others and giving of yourself. I’ll always watch over you and protect you as much as I can from weirdos. Thanks for introducing me to Linkin Park, they are my favorite now!
Icey Cold27: Thanks for everything and being such an inspiration to me in good times and bad. You are so positive and encouraging. It was an extreme honor to serve under you as ACP soldier and your personal spy while you were ACP Supreme Commander. <3
Capncook: I always believed in you. I totally supported you and your visions for ACP. You weren’t a talker…you were a do-er, like me. Dang I was so sad when you left, but I’m so happy you returned.
Antant98: I always believed in you. You made me your recruiting slave and motivational post slave…LMAO. I know everything you ever did was for ACP and not for personal gain. I’m so glad you made it to Supreme Commander and I’m honored you believed in me to make me your campaign manager, etc.
Cami/rae: One of the nicest people in ACP, undoubtedly. I’m so glad you’re one of my best friends in here. You’re a loyal soldier and have such enthusiasm, I admire that.
Lucster: You are awesome! I love ya to pieces and enjoy our conversations. I hope we have many more of them to come. <3
Bender: You are the Father of ACP, don’t deny it Bender. LOL. I admire how you always stayed faithful and true to your beliefs and were never afraid to say so. I mentored you and we made a great friendship. At one time, you were one of the most loyal and active troops, an inspiration to all, until your parents cracked down. =( I know you would have had so much fun in ACP, but I’m glad you still do everything you can for ACP. Keep fencing, it’s cool.
Max43810: You’re one of my favorite people Max <3 I’ll never forget the night we turned ACP chat into a recruiting Rookie tracker together! That was so much fun and the first time I really got to see how cool you are. Our times together behind the scenes in our rivalry armies….LOL. Good times!
Tom/Twingy: Gingers forever Tom! I always admired you and enjoyed our conversations. You’re very intelligent and funny. I absolutely love your Blog O’Crap. LMAO
Djghjvhjfoerfunfkjfdhherhf: LOL, Djgtvgyhxgy someday I’ll get your name right. Thanks for your service in the US Army and for coming back to ACP. I’m hoping you achieve your goal. You have great vision that I admire.
CPMASTER10123: Someday we gonna get together, eat some pizza, play some games, and shuffle! Everyday we’re shuffling! You rock CPMASTER10123!
Epicorange1: You’re a great person an amazing, quality soldier. I love talking with you always.
Grillchz200: (chew) Grilled Cheese! I am going to eat you! Come back, where have you been? You were awesome!! I loved our conversations in main chat. You are one funny dude!
Pengy38088: One of my best friends! I really miss you and hope you come back and get more active in ACP. You’re a great soldier and friend! I’ll always stick up for you because I believe in you.
Mazachster: You’ve got it going on Mazzy! I’ll always be here for you no matter what. Just keep the end goal in sight and forget the rest. Thanks for being my original inspiration for earning mod…lol…you’re so inapp but so fun. You are the DG. <33
Superaalden: Baa! Always stay your fluffy self! Gives fresh grass. <33
Ironhide: Another favorite person of mine! I’ll never forget the message in the bottle and the night we took on LT and won, against all odds. We did it Ironhide together. May the Ironsnail live forever! I hope you become a famous poet someday, you’re an amazing person. <3
Camplazlo3: Undoubtedly one of my favorite people in ACP. I always dreamed we’d be at 3IC together with Levandoski. I wish you didn’t leave for Thailand, I miss ya.
Rockarmy: You had enthusiasm like no other and such a joy to have in ACP. Your blog is the funniest thing I’ve read and thanks for including me in it. LOL. I wish you didn’t retire. I hope you never lose a show again. =)
I know I’ve missed a bunch of people and I apologize. I have so many people that I admire in ACP, it’s hard to remember you all at this moment. Please don’t take it personally. I will PC you and tell you face-to-face as I see you.
Again, I’m sorry for the ridiculously long post. I appreciate you reading it and making it to the end.
This will sadly be my last post on the ACP site. Thanks ACP.
