Retirement Of An Infamous Solider
I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won’t leave me aloneThese wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of meYou used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me, I’ve been alone all along
When you cried, I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream, I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
Hello, ACP soldiers.
My name is Sheila, and today is the day I will retire from ACP.
My schedule is too full for ACP anymore. I try to get on, but I never can. And every time I do, I am filled with guilt for not being there.
That is why I am retirement. In this speech, I will state my history and my closest friends in ACP.
My history in ACP is a long saga that is not filled with just heroics and joy. As I sit typing this, lightning pierces my heart.
In November of 2007, I joined ACP. I started out as a captain. After a few months, I rose through the ranks and became a respected and honored solider.
In my last few months with ACP, I was barely able to get on. I was depressed about that. I missed my friends. I then became Ambassador, and tried to become a leader. I’ve always wanted to be one. Ever since I joined. Then, one day I realized, “I am not going to be a leader. Ever.”
So here I am today.
Realizing that, the pain was just too real, and I had to leave. I’m sorry.
THANKS TO
Oagalthorp: A wonderful and clever leader. I admired you in so many ways. You were calculating, clever, and a good speaker. You were a wonderful leader. I wish I could re-live the days when you lead. Those were my favorite times. In a way, you were my mentor. Good luck.
Fort57: A kind gentleman, but a decent leader. Thank you for all the wars you lead us in.
Kg007: I’ll miss you.
Boomer20: An excellent leader. Good luck! 🙂
Person1233: You are very talented man. Keep working hard.
Foxtails: One of my 2 best friends. Good luck in life, my wonderful apprentice.
Packer1NFL: You were my best friend. Thank you for everything.
Kid Robot: Thank you for everything.
Mitch: Thanks for the memories, dude.
Zippy500: Ah, the golden days.
Tom Yellow: R.I.P.
Dr. Nono Jr: Try Professor Layton. It’s a fun game.
I hope that my ACP self can live on in all of your hearts as an immortal solider.
Love, Sheila
